Victoria is off for her first weekend with "Mommy Tina". We recieved a letter last week from her attorney stated that he was contacted in regards to us refusing to allow Tina "Parenting Time". This has never happened. We have threatened it many times, but never told her that she can't get her and see her. James pulled out our custody agreement and read that we are suppose to allow 92 overnight stays a year. This weekend is one that is going to have a lot of prayer attached to it. I am a nervous wreck, you could cut the air in our house with a knife. Lots of tears shed over it and the day got capped off with finding out that James's oldest got caught stealing again, and the girl she stole from might press charges. Suspended for 5 days, and is already on Police watch, at the age of 14, for her prior offense for stealing a shirt at Sears. Been a lovely day at the good ol' Craig house.
Victoria, God love her, knows how to push every button I have. Yet, the house is incredibly empty now that she is gone. Sometimes you never realize how much you have a blessing staring you right in the face till you have to trust someone else with taking care of that blessing.
-I miss her constant singing of her color songs and her zoo phonics rhymes that she does all day long as soon as she hits the door from school.
-I miss her wanting to help with everything, even though my control freak nature comes out and I end up doing it over.
-I miss popcorn and late night TV with her. She loves her "Mo Cosmy" .
-I miss her asking to make cards for everyone that she meets. She loves to give things to people, and make art projects.
-I miss her wanting to snuggle on the couch.
-I just miss telling her goodnight, and to get her butt back into her bed.
Please pray for a safe enviornment, and for protection of her impressionable brain.
Please pray for my peace of mind during these next few days, my brain is everywhere and my heart is troubled.
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